Officially official.

Woohoo!! Yesterday afternoon I got a call from my coordinator letting me know that S and J thought the meeting went just as well as I thought it did and they are excited to move forward! So hooray, we are officially matched!!!

When our match meeting ended I was feeling great! I thought it went so well and was thrilled... but then the longer I waited to hear what THEY thought, the less confident I became. I started to over analyze every word I said, replaying our hour long conversation, wondering if they thought I was a total weirdo or if I said anything to offend them, thinking about what could have possibly gone wrong. I emailed my coordinator for an update and didn't hear back. I called and it went to voice mail. I was starting to seriously panic like a maniac, HA! As it turns out, everyone thought the meeting went incredible but S was waiting for the coordinator to email her and the coordinator was waiting for S to email her... so everyone was waiting and nobody was chatting and I was just sitting here stressing for no reason (like usual haha).

So... what next?

I got a call last night from the fertility doctor letting me know that while I received medical clearance and I'm good to proceed, there was something questionable that popped up that they need me to have checked again. Womp womp. More blood work. :( I guess one of the many things they looked at was an antibody screening and it came back positive. They tested the sample to see WHAT antibody was found and it then came back negative. So.. they think it was likely a false positive in the first place, but it looks like we will be testing that again next week to be certain. Other than that, my Vitamin D levels dropped a little bit and I need to start a vitamin D supplement, but that's pretty common. Everything else is all good so now we just wait. We are officially in the legal contract phase so it's just a bunch more paperwork and sitting tight while the lawyers get everything in order for us. We should be ready to go with meds and an embryo transfer in June when we get back from Disney! So crazy how fast this process is moving along this time.

I had a long chat with S last night via text and I'm really enjoying getting to know her better. I really feel like God has His hands all over this journey and meeting S and J was exactly why none of this worked out for me years ago. :) I'm just feeling GOOD.