Next Friday!

So the last 6 days have been rough. Really rough. S and J dissolving our match left me completely heartbroken. I figured I would hear from her over the weekend since the gift I sent her for Mother's Day was delivered Friday afternoon, but nope. I guess she wasn't interested in having any more communication with me. At first I was upset that she couldn't even bother to say 'thank you' but honestly, it's probably better that our last conversation was a pleasant one. Although I have absolutely zero closure, I can at least move forward knowing that the last words we spoke were full of excitement and joy. If we were to speak again, I'm not sure that would be the case. :(

I did get a call from Anna, my case manager at the agency, this afternoon. She's been out sick and unfortunately came back this week to a full blown poop storm. She was just as confused as I was I think. But we talked about everything and I think we are back on track now. She is going to make some adjustments to my case and solicit another profile for me to review next Friday. So.. here we go again! Hopefully whatever IP profile lands in my email next week will be extra dreamy. I think the hardest part of all this has been the fact that I was SO confident in our match, I truly felt like S and J were the reason this never worked out before, so accepting that God has even bigger plans for this journey has been challenging for me this week. Just when you think you know where you're headed, God giggles and sends you in a tail spin! Lol!

Cheers to round #4! Let's hope this one is the winner! :)